Where I am

We're coming off the heels of my biological dad's birthday. This has left me feeling weird, angry, and like I want to put a metal trash can over his head and bang it with a stick.

The tentative contact with my sister in law has been made. I have so much that I want to tell her and my niece, I don't know where to begin and I'm stalling.

Along with my mother, I've made the decision that I want to talk to my brother face to face. There are some things that I just can't go the rest of my life without knowing.

I know it's getting a bit redundant, but I can't thank you all enough for your support.

So that's where I am right now; not very far at all.